Disappointed

Today I'm really felt disappointed with myself for the conversation with the interviewer...Sound may not clear since falling sick, but what I was talking about is really nonsense. what was I doing before receive the call, you guess? Watching youtube?!I really hate myself for any excuse, even it sounds reasonable, but it is what I always like a child. It may time let me realize that I'm really not effort enough to get success in my life. There are not anymore relaxes in my mind right now. All mistaking is come from myself, nothing more besides that. Sorry for all of you who taking care of me.